This morning, I am faced with a very important decision.
I have a lot on my mind and I don’t have a lot of time to make this decision.
Sometimes the choices make the decision an easy one. I am quickly able to decide what I want to do based on the available choices. I want one thing or the other…but what happens when I am offered two things that I want? This is what happens…I don’t know what to do.
Now here I am. I am stuck…I was just stuck a couple of days ago. I need to decide what I want and what I want to do. I am going to have to weigh my options. 
What are the pros and cons. Does one out weigh the other. A part of me wishes that someone could help me make this decision. While the other part of me is happy that I get to do this all on my own. I just have to make sure that I don’t get stressed in the process of decision making.
I have to admit. I am glad that there is no right or wrong in this decision. I just have different options. That makes it easier and harder. When things are either right or wrong, it is easier to make a decision because I either want to do the right thing or the wrong thing. Yet this is harder because it is simply a matter of preference. 
Its like when making a new career choice. Neither of the options are right or wrong, unless it is a question of the legality of a thing, but it is simply a matter of preference. That’s what this is for me. It is a decision that will affect my future in a positive way no matter what I choose. (Both things are legal of course 🙂 ) Yet, still there is a little bit of confusion on my part because I’m not exactly sure what I want to do. 
Which is why I am feeling a little bit confused. Whenever this happens, I have to research the options. I have to find out all that I can about the options and then decide how I feel and what I think of the choices. This often times helps me. Whatever I decide, I kinda have to hurry up. I am in a bit of a time crunch. I have to make a decision very soon. Once I make my choice, there is no going back. It will be a sealed dun deal… unless God steps in and changes things, which is very possible…
The clock is ticking.
Decisions…Decisions…
What shall I do?
I will say this. I take comfort in knowing that whatever I decide, God will work it out for my good. Oh and trust me when I say that I am praying. I am waiting to hear His voice on the decision, but I have a feeling that this will be like a few other things that I have had to choose in the past…the Lord will tell me that He will bless either one. You know, I can plan my way, but He will order my steps.(Proverbs 16:9) I just want to make the wisest decision.
Now it’s time for the fun part. It’s time for me to research it all, to weigh it all, and to actually make the choice…
Hmmm…you have me curious!
I guess I’d be curious too if I were reading this too. 🙂